New Medications

Last week I got prescribed two new medications, both of which I’m hoping will help me a great deal. When I met with Alicia, one of the nurse practitioners at the Toledo Clinic Cancer Center last week for my monthly checkup, I told her about the fact that almost eight weeks after they stopped the oxaliplatin, I still have very bad neuropathy (the feeling of pins and needles and often times a bad burning feeling) in both my feet. While she did remind me that the neuropathy may never go away, she did suggest that I try Gabenpentin, which sometimes provides relief.

I’ve been taking it three times per day since last Wednesday, however because it takes a while to build up the right levels in my system, I have no relief as of yet. I am hopeful that I do get some relief, because the feeling of pins and needles is constant in both my feet. Constant like all day, every day. It really does suck. But, even if I have it for the rest of my life with no relief, if the cancer keeps shrinking, I’ll take it.

While talking with Alicia last Wednesday, I also talked to her about Provigil, and the potential side effects with my chemo. I read an article about Provigil a couple of months ago where they said that it is kind of like the real life version of the “limitless” drug, from the movie Limitless. The article stated that about forty percent of the executives in Fortune 500 companies use this drug. I showed my wife Tina the article, and she did some research into it (and shortly after got a prescription for herself).

What the drug does is help people who are chronically tired, or get very little sleep, concentrate and focus better. Tina has been on it for about a month now and she says it helps her at work, over her twelve hour shifts. Since I am always tired and feeling drained from the chemo, I thought it was worth talking to Alicia about it. She said that it is not only okay to take while on chemo, but she knows of at least a few patients at the clinic that are using it.

With her blessing, I went to my primary care physician on Friday and got a prescription. I have to say, after starting it on Saturday and also taking it today, I see a difference. Both nights I only slept for about five hours each, and yet I was able to focus on quite a few things that normally I would have had difficulty with, such as reading documentation on JQuery and some development stuff I wanted to knock out for work.

We’ll see how both of these new medications help me over time, though I have to say that I am more than a little hopeful that the Gabenpentin provides some relief, and I’m also hopeful that the Provigil helps me to focus at work and get more done.

A Great Night’s Sleep!

I’ve been feeling worse and worse the past few days. I’ve been coughing up a lot of junk and generally feeling like I got hit by a bus, with my whole body aching. After working yesterday I stopped at Kroger to pick up some dinner for Tina and myself, as she was also not feeling well and had called off work. I got home dead tired and laid down about 5:30 for a quick nap before grilling the steaks and steaming the lobster.

The next thing I know, I wake up at 10:45 because I had to go to the bathroom. After taking care of my business I went back to bed and decided to go back to sleep. Tina woke me a few times through the night but otherwise I slept really good until 9:00 this morning. It has been a very long time since I went to bed and basically slept fifteen hour straight.

I woke up with the same cough, but feel very well rested. Hopefully the extra sleep gave my body a chance to fight the nasty sickies and help get me feeling better soon. I’ve got chemo this week and the last thing I need on top of that is to hbe sick.

Working Today to Rock Out on Wednesday

After a long week of chemo, I am back in the office this morning for a full day of work. I don’t mind it, I actually came up with the idea, so I only have myself to blame. While I am tired and would rather be home sleeping, I am working today so that I can have this Wednesday off. What’s so important about Wednesday? For Father’s Day, Tina got us tickets for Metallica in Detroit, which is this Wednesday. So now I can sleep in that day, and then head up to Detroit to enjoy the concert. Best of all, my boss is letting me work 11:00 am to 8:00 pm on Thursday, so I can get some good rest after rocking out all night.

Today at work I am going to check a couple of workstations at the office, finish off a short list of outstanding items, and then I am going to finish installing and start configuring osTicket on our new CentOS server. It’s a great open source helpdesk system that we are going to use to track user computer issues at the office, as well as build a good knowledge base for the users to fix their own computer problems, if they so choose.

If I can get all the way through the osTicket installation and configuration today, I am going to start to work on installing and configuring Zenoss Core, so that I can proactively monitor our internal servers, router, switches, Internet connections, VoIP, and other IT systems. It’s not my ideal monitoring system, but it is open source and free, so we will be using it until we grow enough to allow for me to spend a few thousand dollars on the one that I prefer.